How stupid could I be?

[desertions]

Well now he knows
Thanks to me and my impulse posting problems
Only I still don't know how he feels, though I'm guessing if he returned the feelings he would of said something by now
Or maybe he's waiting until talking on the phone tommorow
Or something
I dunno...
Apparenlty I was fairly obvious about it
Since most of his family could tell, expect his youngest sister
And some of his friends could too
Then again, not suprising, as bananachickeq used to say, I'm obvious when I like a guy
At this point I just want an answer
If he likes me, great, wonderful, I'll be on cloud nine
If he doesn't, at least I'll have closure
Nothing sucks more then this waiting...
And this was definetly not the way I wanted to tell him
Bleh...I need to learn to think before posting...
And I'm supposed to sleep with all this looming over my head?