Help Me Get Away From Myself...

[desertions]

Rachel is going down to Fullerton this weekend
Grr.
Perhaps I can come for a couple of hours on Sat, after the ice skating thingie
I would ask to sleep over, but since my uncle "put his foot down" I doubt it would do much
Still, it would be nice to at least see him
I don't see why my parents are making such a big deal about this anyways
I am not going to get pregnant
Even if I were, hypothetically, going to have sex, I would use birth control, or something
I'm not stupid
Oy..
I have friends who have had more experience then me and their parents are aware of that and they still have more freedom about this stuff then me
This...angers me
And such
Hmm..
But on the other hand, at least they let me go over at all
Gah..it could be worse
But, it could be better too