Just what God Needs, One More Victim...

[desertions]

I was kidnapped today!
Kinda
Rachel and Kevin came over today to hang out for a while, and I was improptu invited to Rachel's house for the night. Since I'm always looking for an excuse to leave my house, I accepted and quickly packed up a bag
And then, like a block from my house...
The car's tired blew out, luckily, we were near a car place..
So I helped Kevin change to the emergency tire and we went over there
While it was being fixed, we walked over to the Target and wasted some time there
I was sad though, they both bought stuff, but I had no money! Waa!
Anyways, when we got back to the tire place I got a very distressing call
My mom is back in the hospital, or is being admitted anyways
She has a lesion on her leg big enough to fit a baby's fist in it
Just like she used to when she was really ill...
And we thought her disease was stable, nothing like this has shown up in a very long time..
I'm so freaked out about this..
It's so fucking scary, and there isn't anything I can do about it..
The rest of the night I tried not to think about it, and have fun
Which I accomplished pretty well, execept for the fact that Kevin kept touching me and stuff, like on the shoulder and I dunno...it just made me feel kinda akward.
At one point I even got pretty frustrated and said to him "You know, Mitchell wouldn't be happy if he saw this" He kinda backed off after that...
I guess I'm just not a very touchy person. As in, I don't like being touched by very many people...
Gonna try to ditch the last day of school tommorow, if at all possible