desertions | Things Are Getting A Bit Desperate....

I'm back to do another "My internet hates me so I'm updating where and when I can" post so soon!.
Wee, the joys of waiting at my grandma's office...
Ahem, anywho..
Went to Mitchell's house yesterday...
I spent most of thetime talking with this mom and his sister JAsmine, watching Reduced Shakespeare, playing Soul Caliber 2, and other stuff...
I had fun and everything, but things got sorta akward when he took me home
Now, don't get me wrong, I like kissing him and stuff...it's just sometimes, I get really confused, you know?
Part of me wants to just give in, and let it go fartherand stuff....
But at the same time the idea of doing that terrifys me, and makes me very nervous...
I don't know what to do, I've never really been in a situation like this before...
I don't want to loose him...but...I dunno...
I mean it's not like he's trying to pressure me into anything, it's just...
Something...
I swear, this made more sense in my head...
Anyways...
I'll update again when I can I guess...