I'm A Child, I'm A Mother...

[desertions]

Sometimes, I wish I didn't have to take care of her
That I didn't have to nurse her feelings
She's my mother, I'm the child, but usually it feels reversed
For once, can't she act like the adult?
I mean I know she doesn't know how to, that she has disorder upon disorder and that she got fucked over in life and etc...
But still
Sometimes I get sick of taking care of her
And I feel so horrible about it
But I do