If I Lived Till I Was 102 I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You

[desertions]

Second day of school
Bleh, when is Christmas break again?
Not soon enough...
Today had ups and downs
One of which being...
I ACTUALLY FOUND A JACK OFF JILL CD
I was walking to Borders from school to meet Rachel, and stopped at the Music Exchange on the way, doing one of my quick checks, and they had the Sexless Demons and Scars album. And for only 8 bucks! I, of course, bought it. They are going to try to order me Clear Hearts, Grey Flowers, if possible
Then, on my bus ride to group, I was searching through my purse for chapstick, I came across the pucca shells I had bought him
And there, in the middle of the bus, I started crying again, got alot of stares
It's funny how these little things can just tear me apart
Which is why, even though I really want to see everyone this weekend, I still feel really uneasy
Cause eventually, I'll probably run into him
And then...
Well, I have no idea what will happen then
On the plus side when I got home from group I got to talk to Aleks for a while
Our conversations are so random and great, and after showing them to Rachel, she thinks he may of, in his own way, been flirting
That's a concept that I wouldn't be upset with really...



cats and stones: whatup there?
MoonGoddessSK: Not much. Melting remaining brain cells. You?
cats and stones: much the same
cats and stones: usual night web check and stuff
MoonGoddessSK: Yep, same here
cats and stones: i did get into that acting class
MoonGoddessSK: That's good
cats and stones: yeah
cats and stones: better be fun!
MoonGoddessSK: One can only hope
cats and stones: or I'll have to kill the bastards
MoonGoddessSK: I took a theater arts class last year, and it ended up being kinda sucky because I got stuck with a really difficult group
cats and stones: oh
cats and stones: that kinda crap
cats and stones: don't even mention group wrok to me!
cats and stones: *work
MoonGoddessSK: Yes! It can be so evil....
cats and stones: indeed
MoonGoddessSK: However, on the plus side of it, I got to act out being Blanche from A Streetcar Named Desire....crazy people can be fun...
cats and stones: sure!
cats and stones: I love 'em!
cats and stones: : )
MoonGoddessSK: They're usually my favorite kind of people
MoonGoddessSK: :-)
cats and stones: yah
cats and stones: I don't think I have a single sane teacher this semester
MoonGoddessSK: Are there such things as sane teachers?
cats and stones: I'm not too sure on that one
cats and stones: get your grandma to test me on that when I become one
cats and stones: *teacher, not grandma
MoonGoddessSK: I'll keep that in mind
cats and stones: sure
MoonGoddessSK: Oh come on! Being a grandma could be fun!
cats and stones: sure
cats and stones: but it might be rather complicated for me
cats and stones: for purely biological reasons
MoonGoddessSK: Very true
cats and stones: of course
MoonGoddessSK: But science is coming along...you never know what weird procedures they'll come up with
cats and stones: my conscience might not be up to the pace
MoonGoddessSK: Hmm...that does present a problem
cats and stones: indeed it does
cats and stones: except that there isn't one. i won't mind being a grandpa instead
MoonGoddessSK: That'll work
cats and stones: and then I can always wear the granny glasses and bake cookies
cats and stones: so it's gonna be the happy union of the two roles!
MoonGoddessSK: Yay!
cats and stones: indeed
MoonGoddessSK: Well, if your cookies are half as good as your cake, you're grandkids will be happy
cats and stones: oh, they're good. in a way
cats and stones: lol
cats and stones: either way, I'd better be going now... It was rather crappy this morning. and the acting class starts at 800
cats and stones: so enjoy school as much as you like and all...
cats and stones: but I'm really not that awake any more
cats and stones: so there!
MoonGoddessSK: Ah then, it's best you sleep!
cats and stones: quite so
MoonGoddessSK: I should probably do the same...soon...
cats and stones: probably
cats and stones: so alroit
cats and stones: see you later
MoonGoddessSK: See ya
cats and stones: chillies
cats and stones signed off at 12:15:45 AM.


Well, now that I've actually finished my homework, I should probably start shutting down my brain and go to bed

Song of The Entry:

I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You by Colin Hay

I drink good coffee every morning
Comes from a place that's far away
And when I'm done I feel like talking
Without you here there is less to say
I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy
What is closer to the truth
That if I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
I'm no longer moved to drink strong whisky
'Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew
That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
Your face it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears
I still find pieces of your presence here
Even after all these years
But I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner
'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do
Even though I may soon feel the touch of love
I just don't think I'll ever get over you
If I lived till I was 102
I just don't think I'll ever get over you

Man is the Garden State album madly addicting...