Random Book Quoting....

[desertions]

Needing people yet being afraid of them is wearing me out
I struggle with the paradox all the time and can't resolve it
When people visit I am distraught trying to look as if I can cope
At work I never speak but I want to be spoken to
If anyone does I get anxious and stammer
I'm scared of the phone yet I want it to ring
-"The Trick Is To Breathing" by Janice Galloway