I Need Some Sleep, You Can't Go On Like This....

[desertions]

Awake late at night once again
You know, since school has started, I rarely get more then three hours of sleep
My insomnia seems to be back with a fiery fiery vengence
Lovely
And my teachers wonder why I sleep through all my classes -_-
It doesn't help that it leaves me with almost no energy
I lay and rest all the time, but I just can't sleep
Maybe I've just had too much on my mind
It seems like everytime I start to deal with something, another thing comes up
Blow after blow
And it's taking a toll
I can barely stay at the computer even much anymore
Lots of vegging and tv
Blerg
In other news, I'm dealing with the mom thing a bit better
Calmer about it anyways
Which is good
Panic never does anyone any good
She says I've been cold to her lately though, "pushing her away"
I don't think so...it's just, I've been trying to set some boundries
I'm tired of being the mother for her, you know
But I wish I knew how to explain that to her without hurting her
Hmm...I'm finally getting tired enough to sleep
Better take advantage of it before it passes
Thank the gods I don't have school tommorow

Song of The Entry:

I Need Some Sleep by The Eels

I need some sleep.
You can’t go on like this.
I try counting sheep,
But there’s one I always miss.

Everyone says, "I’m getting down too low"
Everyone says, "You just gotta let it go"
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

I need some sleep
time to put the old horse down
I’m in too deep
and the wheels keep spinning round

Everyone says, "I’m getting down too low"
Everyone says, "You just gotta let it go"
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go