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My cousin Holly attempted suicide again...
My grandma told me about it on the way to school
so could i concentrate?
Hell fucking no...
at one point i shut myself in a bathroom stall, scratching my arms out to keep myself from crying
and no will take me to see her either...
God fucking damnit
I'm so worried...
and now they're talking about putting her in a long term treatment center...