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desertions) wrote2005-04-07 02:46 am
desertions) wrote2005-04-07 02:46 am
Oh, But Anywhere I'm Gonna Lay My Head, I'm Gonna Call My Home
Gah, the office was stressful today
Who knew so much drama could come from one report?
I should of never agreed to type it up
Seriously
The drama was retarded
I was feeling better before, and then I got all stressed as hell in seconds again
Very not good
My friends are awesome though
I talked to a bunch of them on the phone today and it helped
First time I talked to Rae in a while, which was nice
And my nightly calls from Meagen are always something to look forward to
The call with Suu-chan was pretty nice as well,
I hope to see her this weekend, haven't seen her since her play.
This must be amended
Speaking of this weekend...
It looks like I'll be able to come to the Tanners on Friday
Yay!
Though, right now, I have to be home by 11
Trying to get that extended, but I dunno how well that will work
I really do enjoy going over there
When I'm at home, I always feel awkward and out of place
Unwanted almost, like I just don't fit there
But whenever I'm at the Tanners, something clicks, something very right
I feel wanted, which I rarely feel at all
I feel like I have a place
I'm always greeted with warm faces and embraces
My family rarely hugs me at all, so small gestures like that mean alot to me
I know my family is never going to give me the enviroment I need/want
I've come to grips with that
So I've begun to look elsewhere for it
I take what I can, really
Song of the Entry:
Anywhere I Lay My Head by Tom Waits
My head is spinning round, my heart is in my shoes, yeah
I went and set the thames on fire, oh, now I must come back down
She’s laughing in her sleeve boys, I can feel it in my bones
Oh, but anywhere I’m gonna lay my head, I’m gonna call my home
Well I see that the world is upside-down
Seems that my pockets were filled up with gold
And now the clouds, well they’ve covered over
And the wind is blowing cold
Well I don’t need anybody, because I learned, I learned to be alone
Well I said anywhere, anywhere, anywhere I lay my head, boys
Well I gonna call my home
Who knew so much drama could come from one report?
I should of never agreed to type it up
Seriously
The drama was retarded
I was feeling better before, and then I got all stressed as hell in seconds again
Very not good
My friends are awesome though
I talked to a bunch of them on the phone today and it helped
First time I talked to Rae in a while, which was nice
And my nightly calls from Meagen are always something to look forward to
The call with Suu-chan was pretty nice as well,
I hope to see her this weekend, haven't seen her since her play.
This must be amended
Speaking of this weekend...
It looks like I'll be able to come to the Tanners on Friday
Yay!
Though, right now, I have to be home by 11
Trying to get that extended, but I dunno how well that will work
I really do enjoy going over there
When I'm at home, I always feel awkward and out of place
Unwanted almost, like I just don't fit there
But whenever I'm at the Tanners, something clicks, something very right
I feel wanted, which I rarely feel at all
I feel like I have a place
I'm always greeted with warm faces and embraces
My family rarely hugs me at all, so small gestures like that mean alot to me
I know my family is never going to give me the enviroment I need/want
I've come to grips with that
So I've begun to look elsewhere for it
I take what I can, really
Song of the Entry:
Anywhere I Lay My Head by Tom Waits
My head is spinning round, my heart is in my shoes, yeah
I went and set the thames on fire, oh, now I must come back down
She’s laughing in her sleeve boys, I can feel it in my bones
Oh, but anywhere I’m gonna lay my head, I’m gonna call my home
Well I see that the world is upside-down
Seems that my pockets were filled up with gold
And now the clouds, well they’ve covered over
And the wind is blowing cold
Well I don’t need anybody, because I learned, I learned to be alone
Well I said anywhere, anywhere, anywhere I lay my head, boys
Well I gonna call my home