Take My Future, Past, It's Fine, But Now Is Mine

[desertions]

Ah, it's that wonderful time again
Update time!
Okay, so on Friday, went over to the Tanners, was in a slightly bad mood though, because, well, my grandma was being a bitch before hand
Still, my mood perkened imensely while over there
It was really nice to see everyone again
I knocked Jasmine down with hugs! It was awesome XD
Ended up talking to Mitchell for alot of the time
It's funny, you'd think I'd be awkward with him and stuff, all things considered
But actually, other then TannerMom, he's probably the one I feel the most comfortable talking with of that crowd
Oh, and me and Suup-chan made an lj for our RP!
It's oreiandgojyootp
You should check it out, all of you
Then yesterday I bought my new laptop
It is my own true love
It's so shiney!
As Kevin upgraded it and stuff for me, I found another obbession
Final Fantasy 7
What a fun game!
I liked it so much I talked him into lending it to me
Tifa is way cooler then Aeris though
I'm sorry if anyone disagrees, but it's true
I really want to finish the part I'm at right now
I think it's so great they have Cloud crossdress
Now I need to play my emulator of FF6 so I know what all the Terra/Nooj fuss is about
And the Buldge of course!
Today didn't do much
Saw my psychiatrist
Figured out more birthday plans
Gonna call Jasmine to do more planning tommorow
All and all, despite a few pitfalls, I'm feeling quite a bit better
Its amazing what friends and new distractions can do to fix a mood
Maybe I'm not as broken as I thought I was
The past has been hard, my life has not been easy
The future might prove to be harder
I don't care
I'll just live for this moment
And in this moment, right now, I'm alright again
And that's what matters
Right?

Song of the Entry:

Now is Mine by K's Choice (Out of all their songs, this is definetly my favorite. Well, this or Until I'm Fine)

My past, my future, my disease
Perhaps collapse to make me seize
A moment just a breeze
Greatful, humble I allow
These words to be the past somehow
I wonder
Am I here now
Am I here now
I feel, hear, see and it confuses me
I am wrong
I am here now
Is mine
I'll take it all around the world
Take my future past, it's fine
But now is mine

My precious present, will you bloom
To make this fourth dimension womb
Stop asking. Stop asking why
All I know is all I am
Will never fully understand my breathing
I try, how I try to feel, hear, see and it confuses me
I am wrong
I am here now
Is mine
I'll take it all around the world
Take my future past, it's fine
But now is mine