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desertions) wrote2005-07-12 03:28 am
desertions) wrote2005-07-12 03:28 am
Celeb Is So Dominant, As Of Late....
Alright, so seriously, I think Celeb wants to take this over
That's what I get for using her name as a pen name I suppose >.<
Anywho, I wrote another story peice.
This one actually goes with what we're currently RPing
So this is what you need to know: Alec and Celeb eventually got into a relationship, it went very badly, and ended on an even worse note
Celeb is staying with her friend Zareh, who is secretly in love with her.
She also found out she was pregnant not long after leaving Alec
Alec tried seeing his friend Leo, but failed. Celeb thinks they're together though
Tassyr is a mentor character of sorts, and has been trying to help Celeb through all this, cause lord knows, she needs the guidance
Anyways, if there's any confusion, I'll fill in the blanks
This is a songfic peice, because it was bound to happen eventually anyways
I don't own the song Baker Baker, it belongs to my goddess, Tori Amos
Celeb and Zareh belong to me. Alec, Leo, and Tassyr belong to Meagen
Baker, Baker by Katie Carlson
Baker Baker
Baking a cake
Make me a day
Make me whole again
And I wonder
What's in a day
What's in you cake this time
Celeb sighed softly as she looked out the window, her arms wrapped tightly around her growing stomach. She had been alone most of the afternoon, except for a short visit from Tassyr. Although she appreciated the old man’s efforts, she still felt empty most of the time. She couldn’t help but think of Alec at times like these. When she lived with him, things had never been lonely, not really. She had almost healed. But now she was falling apart again. Would she ever be whole? Her eyes blinked softly as she heard the click of the front door, shifting her attention for a moment. Zareh was home.
I guess you heard
He's gone to LA
He says that behind my eyes I'm hiding
And he tells me I pushed him away
That my hearts been hard to find
Zareh smiled softly as he walked over to Celeb’s perch on the window. He loved her deeply, and even though he knew she would never feel the same way. Celeb felt guilty about that most of the time. She wasn’t good at showing her emotions, she only knew how to bury them. The last time she had run into Alec, he had more or less called her cold hearted. But it was true, wasn’t it? She wasn’t warm; she didn’t love. She practically begged him to give her an excuse to leave him. Even the most patient of people had to break eventually, right?
Here there must be something
Here there must be something here here
Celeb looked up at Zareh, forcing a small smile as she acknowledged her friend’s presence. He had been so good to her, giving her a place to stay, asking for practically nothing in return. Maybe he saw something in her that she could not. She was tempted to ask, but remained quiet. She rarely talked anymore, except when someone (such as Tassyr) coherence her into doing so. He told her that it was important not to get lost in herself, for her child’s sake, if not her own. So she was trying. Lord knows, she was trying.
Baker Baker can you explain
If truly his heart
Was made of icing
And I wonder
How mine could taste
Maybe we could change his mind
Occasionally, Celeb thought that maybe Alec was the cold hearted one. Perhaps he had never loved her. What if, deep inside, he was just like his father? She knew, however, that none of this was true. She was the one whose heart was frozen. But what if she could convince otherwise. Slowly, as she was obviously in one of her more vulnerable moods, she asked Zareh a question. “Do you think…it’s too late to fix things with him?”
I know you're late
For you next parade
You came to make sure
That I'm not running
Well I ran from him
In all kinds of ways
Guess it was his turn this time
Zareh sighed softly, unsure of how to answer. To be honest, he had no clue. He wanted to tell her yes, but it seemed wrong to lead her on. So he gave the best answer he could, “I guess we’ll just have to wait and see”
Celeb pursed her lips, nodding her head slightly before speaking once more. “I know you can’t stay long, you have another political meeting tonight, right?” Zareh offered her a sad smile and a nod.
Celeb knew what he was doing; she wasn’t dumb. He had come to check up on her, making sure she was taking care of herself. That she wasn’t screwing over herself or the baby. She had screwed things up so many times with Alec. It shouldn’t have been a surprise that he would be the one to make the final blow. It was amazing he had dealt with her as long as he had.
Time thought I'd made friends with time
Thought we'd be flying
Maybe not this time
Celeb had had so many ideals when she had begun her relationship with Alec. She thought that she would have enough time to work through her problems, become someone worthy of his attention. That somehow, they could overcome their issues together. But apparently she was wrong. Because all they did was eat at one another until they both had nothing left. From the little she had heard from Tassyr and Zareh, it sounded like Alec was in as bad of shape as she was, if not worse.
Baker Baker
Baking a cake
Make me a day
Make me whole again
And I wonder
If he's ok
If you see him say hi
Zareh just stood there behind her, watching her for a moment before clearing his throat. “Celeb…I have to go now, you’ll be alright, won’t you?” He was a bit concerned, she hadn’t been this spacey in a while, then again, it was hard to tell what was going on with her, most of the time.
Celeb snapped out of her thoughts, nodding her head slightly. It was foolish to think things could be okay again. Besides, Alec had Leo now. She just wanted him to be happy. And when they were together, he never was, so maybe it was best they weren’t.
But as Zareh turned to go she grabbed his wrist, giving him a pleading look. “Tell him….tell him I said hi, alright, I mean, if he’s there…”
Zareh laughed softly, patting her on the head. “Of course I will.”
and if you're interested in the beautiful song that inspired this, I posted it here:
http://s22.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=38AJAD6JF1R703M8382INV227F
I swear, when there's something new in my life, I'll talk about it
That's what I get for using her name as a pen name I suppose >.<
Anywho, I wrote another story peice.
This one actually goes with what we're currently RPing
So this is what you need to know: Alec and Celeb eventually got into a relationship, it went very badly, and ended on an even worse note
Celeb is staying with her friend Zareh, who is secretly in love with her.
She also found out she was pregnant not long after leaving Alec
Alec tried seeing his friend Leo, but failed. Celeb thinks they're together though
Tassyr is a mentor character of sorts, and has been trying to help Celeb through all this, cause lord knows, she needs the guidance
Anyways, if there's any confusion, I'll fill in the blanks
This is a songfic peice, because it was bound to happen eventually anyways
I don't own the song Baker Baker, it belongs to my goddess, Tori Amos
Celeb and Zareh belong to me. Alec, Leo, and Tassyr belong to Meagen
Baker, Baker by Katie Carlson
Baker Baker
Baking a cake
Make me a day
Make me whole again
And I wonder
What's in a day
What's in you cake this time
Celeb sighed softly as she looked out the window, her arms wrapped tightly around her growing stomach. She had been alone most of the afternoon, except for a short visit from Tassyr. Although she appreciated the old man’s efforts, she still felt empty most of the time. She couldn’t help but think of Alec at times like these. When she lived with him, things had never been lonely, not really. She had almost healed. But now she was falling apart again. Would she ever be whole? Her eyes blinked softly as she heard the click of the front door, shifting her attention for a moment. Zareh was home.
I guess you heard
He's gone to LA
He says that behind my eyes I'm hiding
And he tells me I pushed him away
That my hearts been hard to find
Zareh smiled softly as he walked over to Celeb’s perch on the window. He loved her deeply, and even though he knew she would never feel the same way. Celeb felt guilty about that most of the time. She wasn’t good at showing her emotions, she only knew how to bury them. The last time she had run into Alec, he had more or less called her cold hearted. But it was true, wasn’t it? She wasn’t warm; she didn’t love. She practically begged him to give her an excuse to leave him. Even the most patient of people had to break eventually, right?
Here there must be something
Here there must be something here here
Celeb looked up at Zareh, forcing a small smile as she acknowledged her friend’s presence. He had been so good to her, giving her a place to stay, asking for practically nothing in return. Maybe he saw something in her that she could not. She was tempted to ask, but remained quiet. She rarely talked anymore, except when someone (such as Tassyr) coherence her into doing so. He told her that it was important not to get lost in herself, for her child’s sake, if not her own. So she was trying. Lord knows, she was trying.
Baker Baker can you explain
If truly his heart
Was made of icing
And I wonder
How mine could taste
Maybe we could change his mind
Occasionally, Celeb thought that maybe Alec was the cold hearted one. Perhaps he had never loved her. What if, deep inside, he was just like his father? She knew, however, that none of this was true. She was the one whose heart was frozen. But what if she could convince otherwise. Slowly, as she was obviously in one of her more vulnerable moods, she asked Zareh a question. “Do you think…it’s too late to fix things with him?”
I know you're late
For you next parade
You came to make sure
That I'm not running
Well I ran from him
In all kinds of ways
Guess it was his turn this time
Zareh sighed softly, unsure of how to answer. To be honest, he had no clue. He wanted to tell her yes, but it seemed wrong to lead her on. So he gave the best answer he could, “I guess we’ll just have to wait and see”
Celeb pursed her lips, nodding her head slightly before speaking once more. “I know you can’t stay long, you have another political meeting tonight, right?” Zareh offered her a sad smile and a nod.
Celeb knew what he was doing; she wasn’t dumb. He had come to check up on her, making sure she was taking care of herself. That she wasn’t screwing over herself or the baby. She had screwed things up so many times with Alec. It shouldn’t have been a surprise that he would be the one to make the final blow. It was amazing he had dealt with her as long as he had.
Time thought I'd made friends with time
Thought we'd be flying
Maybe not this time
Celeb had had so many ideals when she had begun her relationship with Alec. She thought that she would have enough time to work through her problems, become someone worthy of his attention. That somehow, they could overcome their issues together. But apparently she was wrong. Because all they did was eat at one another until they both had nothing left. From the little she had heard from Tassyr and Zareh, it sounded like Alec was in as bad of shape as she was, if not worse.
Baker Baker
Baking a cake
Make me a day
Make me whole again
And I wonder
If he's ok
If you see him say hi
Zareh just stood there behind her, watching her for a moment before clearing his throat. “Celeb…I have to go now, you’ll be alright, won’t you?” He was a bit concerned, she hadn’t been this spacey in a while, then again, it was hard to tell what was going on with her, most of the time.
Celeb snapped out of her thoughts, nodding her head slightly. It was foolish to think things could be okay again. Besides, Alec had Leo now. She just wanted him to be happy. And when they were together, he never was, so maybe it was best they weren’t.
But as Zareh turned to go she grabbed his wrist, giving him a pleading look. “Tell him….tell him I said hi, alright, I mean, if he’s there…”
Zareh laughed softly, patting her on the head. “Of course I will.”
and if you're interested in the beautiful song that inspired this, I posted it here:
http://s22.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=38AJAD6JF1R703M8382INV227F
I swear, when there's something new in my life, I'll talk about it