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[desertions]

I am so sick of her bullshit
She's known since early yesterday evening that I was going to see Meagen this weekend
She knew my room was dirty
I had the most time today to clean, and she doesn't tell me until just now that it needs to be cleaned before I go to see Meagen
When I have school/work/theraphy tommorow, and work all of friday, and family stuff on Saturday before I go to Meagen's
And this is Meagen's last weekend before going back to Ohio
Yes, my room is worse then normal, but that is common for someone in grieving
For once, just once, I wish she would cut me some slack.
Or that I could lash out at her the way she does with me, and get away with it the way she does

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming