Hate To Break It To You It's Out Of My Control...

[desertions]

So apparently, I haven't cried enough today
God, what a shitty day
I fought with my grandma the whole time
Slept through film history class
Didn't get to see Meagen
Missed my mother like crazy
And have cried to the point where my eyes bleed for rest, but I keep crying
I also have a major headache do to this

There were a few pluses:
Talking to Rae
Talking to Meagen
Finally bringing Ayame into Cross University

Okay, shower, reading, then bed

Hopefully, tommorow will be better
I hate how I seem to have string after string of not so great days
I just want a break
I just want to rest until I feel okay again.

Sorry about all the emo lately, it's just been...not so great lately
The holidays are going to probably be shit this year
The first ones always are

And...other stuff. Bleh

Song For The Entry:

Gravity by Dresden Dolls

Gravity plays favorites I know it cause I saw
Honest to god officer it's awful
Down at work I'm getting too familiar with the floor
Showing off my talents by the mouthful

Hate to break it to you but it's out of my control
Forces go to work while we are sleeping
If i could attack with a more sensible approach
Obviously thats what i'd be doing

Now
Necks are cracking sideways
Hit me from the back side
I am on the white side
You are on the black side
Cut a piece thats bite size
Shoot me from my good side
If you got a straight line
This would be a good time

Gravity works slowly if you notice it at all
Some of us are getting mighty lucky
If you had to live with this you'd rather lie than fall
You think I can't fly well you just watch me

Now
Necks are cracking sideways
Hit me from the back side
I am on the thin side
You are on the fat side
Cut a piece thats bite size
Shoot me from my bad side
If you got a straight line
This would be a good time

The sky is always falling down on me
So officer forgive me please!