Soundtrack for 2005

[desertions]

So, I've been meaning to do this for a while, before the year ended, but oh well



Clumsy (Acoustic) - Our Lady Peace

As clumsy as you've been, there's no one laughing, you will be safe in here

Definetly how I felt in the beginning of the year, and several other times too.


Right Where It Belongs(Version 2)- Nine Inch Nails

What if you could look right through the cracks, would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?

Alot of self reflection and stuff this year, and I found alot of about myself that I didn't like, and this seems to best describe that feeling

The District Sleeps Alone Tonight- The Postal Service

And I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving

Fairly obvious, this one

There's A Fine, Fine Line From Avenue Q

If someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime, but there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of your time

I had a major crush this year, to the point of obbession, and at some point, you just have to let go. It's not worth it

In The Rough- Anna Nalick

Someday love will find me in the rough, someday love will finally be enough

Sometimes, it seems like everyone takes everything so seriously and so painfully, myself included. Someday, the love and friends I already have will be enough

Kremlin Dusk by Utada Hikaru

Is it like this, is it always the same, when heartache begins, is it like this?

Sometimes, life is painful, and relationships that you knew would eventually end, do. And there's little anyone can do about it

Happy Home- Garbage

I never once in my wayward life was heading to run out

I had alot of issues at home this year, to the point where I was seriously considering running away

Both Sides Now- Joni Mitchell

It's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all

Another one of those relfecting over life and stuff songs

Thirty Whacks- The Dresden Dolls

I could be decent yet, I'll make up for everything, I could be president...

Sometimes, you just feel like shit, and you want to be better then you are, but feel like there's little you can do about it

Everything I Try To Do, Nothing Seems To Turn Out Right- The Decemberists

And there's this nagging suspicion that won't leave me alone tonight, it's just that everything I try to do, nothing seems to turn out right

I had alot of things I tried to accomplish this year, but it kept feeling like everything was spinning out of control and going wrong

All In My Head by Shawn Mullins

Is it all in my head, could everything be this good without me knowing?

Sometimes, I get so caught up in the drama, I forget how good things can be.

Why I Don't Believe In God- Everclear

Why'd they have to call my school, tell me my mother had a nervous breakdown

I came to alot of discoveries about my relationship and feelings towards my mother this year, both before and after she died

Angel- Sarah McLachlan

In the arms of the angel, may you find some comfort here

When I heard my mom died, as soon as I got home, I instantly put this song on. It just...clicked

It Just Is by Rilo Kiley

And this lost isn't good enough for sorrow or inspiration, it just is, cause everybody dies

Sometimes, you've just got to let go of the pain, because it'll come back to others, and to you. Everyone feels bad sometimes, but it's not the end of the world. There are those who love you



So, I hope everyone actually checks this out, cause I put alot of work into it
Download the songs, comment on them, do your own soundtrack, whatever, just let me know you enjoyed my little project, okay?