desertions | (no subject)

Woke up to my family screaming about me
Again
Lovely

No matter how hard I try to make things better, they're always going to do this
I'm never going to be any good
So why, why bother anymore?

I'm so, so tired of being treated like the scum of the earth

Maybe the reason why I stay up so late on the phone lately is because those people actually give a shit about me
Maybe, I've been horribly lonely lately, and you've all had your heads shoved up your own asses so you couldn't see
Would you even notice if I was gone?
Probably not.