Why am I even trying?

[desertions]

Guess what?
I am now not allowed to wear any long sleeved shirts or pants
my uncle saw the cuts on my arms, or the scratch or something..
anyways...
this really pisses me off!
why even try if they aren't going to fucking trust me?
I might as well chop the hell out of my arms and legs
they already think i am!
no one will ever know how triggering this is...
and i was only wearing the long sleeved shirts because it was cold, and i prefer pants and capris to shorts...
but of course, I'm lying
right?