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desertions) wrote2007-01-11 10:28 am
desertions) wrote2007-01-11 10:28 am
You Can Only Blame Yourself, That's What I Say
You know what?
It's not okay.
It's not okay that she treats me like shit
It's not okay that Yamalete never talks to me except when she wants something she's or angry
And maybe, maybe I am perpetuating the problem by not helping with something that directly involves my extreme fear of heights because she woke up me up yelling. Again.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE
I am so sick of this shit
I wish my grandma would just throw them the fuck out already
She won't though
She says she will, but she won't
And I'm crying again because I'm so stressed out and overwhelmed
And I slept horribly again last night
And god forbid, I try to defend myself in any of this.
Then I'm just being unreasonable.
Great, I'm so upset I feel like I might throw up again.
Because this is just what I need right now.
It's not okay.
It's not okay that she treats me like shit
It's not okay that Yamalete never talks to me except when she wants something she's or angry
And maybe, maybe I am perpetuating the problem by not helping with something that directly involves my extreme fear of heights because she woke up me up yelling. Again.
I DON'T FUCKING CARE
I am so sick of this shit
I wish my grandma would just throw them the fuck out already
She won't though
She says she will, but she won't
And I'm crying again because I'm so stressed out and overwhelmed
And I slept horribly again last night
And god forbid, I try to defend myself in any of this.
Then I'm just being unreasonable.
Great, I'm so upset I feel like I might throw up again.
Because this is just what I need right now.