desertions: (Smile Like You Mean It)
Katiepants ([personal profile] desertions) wrote2007-12-24 02:40 am

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...There's going to be like twenty people in the house tomorrow
Do not want DX

Being woken up to help with the pies
I will conquer them D:<
Or something. I dunno. Pie making is kind of fun.
I'm just glad my grandma got catering for the actual meal after the disaster that was Thanksgiving
She always gets super stressed with everyone there, but only takes it out on me.

Cleaned my room up for the company even though I want everyone as far from my domain as possible.
Seriously. I get uncomfortable when my family starts rifling through my stuff
And then borrowing dvds without telling me and never returning them.
Or reading old letters I've kept. No boundries.

Need to wrap remaining presents. Desire to wrap...waning.


It's the third Christmas without her. I wonder when the ache will pass. I miss her so badly. It was her birthday earlier this week, and then her aunt sent me a bunch of pictures of her from when she was a child. I miss my mother so fucking badly, and the holidays only seem to remind me.