They think I'm crazy...

[desertions]

Great...
I slipped up for the first time in weeks and of course now Marla saw before they finished healing
She'll probably go tell my grandmother again...
Which is the last thing I need right now...
I was going to tell my theraphist, so it's not like I'm in denial
it's just...
It gets unnerving when my whole famiy starts watching me
Sometimes they won't let me shut my door
For a while I couldn't wear long sleeves or pants...
I feel like a fucking prisoner in my own home...