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desertions) wrote2008-09-04 05:05 am
desertions) wrote2008-09-04 05:05 am
Look Back Don't You Dare Let Me Start To Do That
Things actually feel...less nervous. I dunno, the talk I had with my uncle about things was reassuring. I really do kind of believe things will sort themselves out. It looks like it'll work out, and I think at this point, I kind of have to believe they will. Won't do me any good to freak out and make myself sick over it. Even if I am a worrier by nature.
Need to do laundry today for serious. I need stuff I can take with me on Sunday~ Pretty excited. I liked Seattle, the little I saw of it in May. Suu, Suu, when can I see you while I'm there?
For now? I attempt to sleep again. Hurr. My schedule is so fucked up. I think it's been over a week since I've fallen asleep before sunrise. So special.
And...I feel very lucky, for the people I have close to me. It becomes more and more clear to me how many people care for me. How did I ever think I was alone? I wonder. In moments like this, such clarity, it feels like the wool has been taken from my eyes.
Need to do laundry today for serious. I need stuff I can take with me on Sunday~ Pretty excited. I liked Seattle, the little I saw of it in May. Suu, Suu, when can I see you while I'm there?
For now? I attempt to sleep again. Hurr. My schedule is so fucked up. I think it's been over a week since I've fallen asleep before sunrise. So special.
And...I feel very lucky, for the people I have close to me. It becomes more and more clear to me how many people care for me. How did I ever think I was alone? I wonder. In moments like this, such clarity, it feels like the wool has been taken from my eyes.