desertions | I Can Feel The Distance Getting Close

There's something to be said for the fact that I had to get myself slightly intoxicated before being able to state what's been bugging me for a while now. I have no idea if it'll reassure me in the end or what, but at least I did it. I guess, I don't know. I've never been good at expressing how I feel. I've ruined many a relationship/friendship/whatever over this. But this is something I really don't want to lose. So I guess I'll just have to work on things more.

In any case, whine whine whine, crysobdie, etc, etc. I'll get over it. I usually do. Just wish I didn't worry about things the way I do sometimes. Really can't be productive.

In other news, I've been here on my own for about a week, and I'm more or less okay. Something to be said for that, I suppose.