Why You're Guilty For The Way You're Feeling Now

[desertions]

Once again there's that feeling of having so much to say and no words to make any of it make sense.

In other news, I got my schedule sorted out for school. That's something to be happy about, I suppose.

Sick came back in new ways today. Not my idea of fun.

Maybe I'll go home for the weekend. I dunno.

I was always told it's better to have something and then loose it to never have it at all. I wonder if that's really true.

I also wonder if I won't delete this entry like I have with the past like...ten I've made. Not a good sign when I drive myself crazy with my own moodiness.

Apparently a bunch of the family is going to stay at Wendy and Jason's little house in New York for Thanksgiving. Somehow, I just can't get excited about this. Mostly because four days with my family is very likely to drive me crazy. Not to mention my grandma can't really afford to take everyone, but she refuses to even listen to that. Stubborn woman is stubborn.

Random entry is random. Much like my thought process right now.