I have stood before inside the pouring rain..

[desertions]

Bleh last night sucked
me and my grandma got in a big fight over..stuff..
she had my cousin dissconect the net, so I didn't even have this to rant on
So I curled up in bed, sobbing, digging my nails in my arms, trying to release whatver was in my veins..
It took so much willpower not to cut...
Finally, the sleeping pill she made me take kicked in and I passed out
I wake up, groggy and still rather emotional
oh, and I'm getting sick too
runny nose, headache, sore throat
but school wasn't too bad, and joking around with my tutor kinda cheered me up...