survery thingie gacked from witchyrachel

[desertions]

i am: Tired of this
i want: someone who understands
i have: what never seems to be enough
i wish: I was someone else
i hate: crying
i miss: love
i hear: Please Bleed- Ben Harper
i fear: being alone foever
i search: for myself
i wonder: why me?
i regret: being so selfish
i love: too easily and too much
i ache: everywhere, especially my heart
i always: blame myself
i am not: what you want me to be
i dance: when the mood
i sing: all the time
i cry: only when it can't be helped
i am not always: as together as I seem
i write: when my muse comes to me
i win: never
i lose: always
i confuse: myself
i need: something to cling to
i should: not be so selfish

And now, for random songness, the lyrics to my newest obbession
Please Bleed by Ben Harper
Make me feel like a beggar
Make me feel like a thief
Make me feel like a battle, that cannot end in peace
Make me feel like running, as if I've lost my nerve
Make me feel like crying, tears I don't deserve

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am none
I am none
I am none

Is this really living sometimes it's hard to tell
Or is this a kind of gentler hell
Turn out the lights
And let me stare into your soul
I was born and bled for you old

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am none
I am none
I am none

Never said thank you
Never said please
Never gave reason to believe
So as it stands
I remain on my knees
Good lovers make great enemies

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am none
I am none
I am none

Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Who have I become
To myself I am none
I am none
I am none

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