But It Aches And It Hurts And It Burns, Oh It Kills Me

[desertions]

He's not going to be able to come to the party
He tried and tried to get work off, or at least change shifts
But he wasn't able to
This fucking sucks
I won't be able to see him probably until the play
Because next weekend I'm going to see some ice skater thing on Saturday
I would have my grandma drop me off afterwards, but I'm not allowed to sleep over anymore
Bleh
Maybe I can go over for a while on Sunday next week
Or something
We'll see
Rachel thinks I should call him back and ask him to prom now to "cheer" me up
But I don't feel up to it
Maybe after the party
Besides...he has to work anyways
*sighs*
It seems whenever something goes well, things never stay that way for long