What The Hell Am I Doing Here? I Don't Belong Here...

[desertions]

I hate being sick
I despise it
I woke up with a temperature, so my grandma let me stay home
Then I went back to sleep
As soon as I was up again, she started barking out orders at me
Do laundry, cook this, clean this, take this out, etc, etc
She didn't even ask how I was
Not once
And she kept critizing EVERYTHING
By the end of the night I was crying, I was so miserable
And she acted like I was being unreasonable
Sorry that I'm sick and actually wanted to get rest on my day off
I know the concept is weird, since she never rests, even when it would really do her some good
Does she ever just shut off, even for a moment?
This is why I hate being in the house alone with her
She drives me insane, really she does
If I can't go away for college...I don't know what I'll do, really I don't
I just have to get out of this house...