All Alone, I Seem To Break

[desertions]

Lately, I've been feeling really lonely
It seems like I'm at a crossroads with so many of my friends, and I just feel....alone
Rachel, well, she has her own life, her own problems, and she graduated, college is going to keep her busy
Meagen is going to Ohio, so I won't be seeing her very much...
I've never been on very good terms with Marie when it comes to dealing with her one on one...so I have no idea what will happen there
And Monica usually wants to hang out with her freshman friends, which is understandable
I don't know, there are other people I get along with, but once again, it feels like I just have no place
I drift and sway, but never stay
I guess that's why I want to see Mitchell so badly this weekend...
I'll probably call him after I bathe
And after I stop crying....

Now I See The Times They Change
Leaving Us It Seems So Strange
I Am Hoping I Can Find
Where To Leave My Hurt Behind
All The Shit I Seem To Take
All Alone, I Seem To Break
I Have Lived The Best I Can
Does This Make Me Not A Man?