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My boyfriend is my mother? That's just kinda screwy...

Speaking of him...
I like him, alot and stuff, but I hate how I get around him
I mean sometimes I get so nervous about calling him and stuff that I get sick to my stomach, espically if I need to ask him for a ride or something
I never get like this with people
Not even with other people I've liked
And when I'm around him, I never know what to say
I, who almost always has something to say, become tongue tied often when I'm around him
Either that or I'll start blabbering on like an idiot
Everyone keeps telling me this is natural
But it's frustrating
I've never acted this way before
I'm not used to being shy
I'm not used to caring so much on what someone thinks
I guess it's cause I've never really had a boyfriend before
So this is all very new to me
But still, it can be kinda frustrating at times...
And all my intimacy issues do not help matters...
Still, I do hope he'll have enough gas to pick me up this weekend.
I'd really like to see him before I go off to Hawaii...

Livejournal Family!
LJ Username
Favorite Color
Husband	italianbaby
Mother	aegyus
Father	irana
Sister	fadesawayslowly
Brother	quijana
Dog	passo

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