It's Been A Bad Day, Please Don't Take A Picture

[desertions]

You know what, having a good online friend block you really hurts
I know this is stupid, but it does
Then again, I did know her over two years...
Maybe I was too harsh
But she was such a hypocrite
Maybe things are better this way
I'm almost sure they are
But it still hurts
It hurts like hell...
Losing friends, no matter what the circumstance or situation hurts
Period.

And I hate how everyone is acting like I'm such a bitch for my situation with my sister
Never mind how she treated me for years
Never mind how many times she made me cry
Made my mother cry
How many times I waited for her to come, to find out she went to some party or something instead
How hurtful she was to me
And how manipulative she is
And how hard is to tell if her progress is real or not
And how my mom acts like she's some fucking Goddess
How everyone talks about how good her progress is
Yet they ignore mine time and again!

Shit...
Now I'm crying
Great
Fucking great
I hate being like this...