The Only Baggage You Can Bring Is All That You Can't Leave Behind

[desertions]

First day of school
Bleh
And I already have homework
Which I have yet to start
Later...
Talked to Kevin quite a bit today
Trying to cheer him up, as his situtation with Rachel is alot like mine with Mitchell...
Or at the very least, we can relate to one another
Apparently Nina is coming down this weekend
I'd love to see her again, but ten to one she'll be in Fullerton the whole time
And the crowd there spends so much time at his house
I'm not sure if I'm ready to see him yet...
But I don't want to just keep avoiding possible fun because of it either
I never realized moving on would be so hard
Sometimes I barely think of him
And then others it goes to punch me in the gut all over again
I don't want to be like this forever though
And it's hard going to school, putting on my facade, most of my friends don't know about the breakup, or how much it hurt me, etc...
I guess I'm good at covering things up
Or just used to doing so anyways...
I wish I could just break away from these emotions sometimes, I'm so sick of being so emotional
For God sakes, I started crying in the middle of a resturant
I need to get over this
Why does it seem like everytime I start to get better I just hit rock bottom again?

Song of The Entry:

Walk On by U2

And love is not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring...
And love is not the easy thing...
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
And for a second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Walk on, walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight...

You're packing a suitcase for a place none of us has been
A place that has to be believed to be seen
You could have flown away
A singing bird in an open cage
Who will only fly, only fly for freedom

Walk on, walk on
What you got they can't deny it
Can't sell it or buy it
Walk on, walk on
Stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Home...hard to know what it is if you never had one
Home...I can't say where it is but I know I'm going home
That's where the heart is

I know it aches
How your heart it breaks
And you can only take so much
Walk on, walk on

Leave it behind
You've got to leave it behind
All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break
All that you measure
All that you steal
All this you can leave behind
All that you reason
All that you sense
All that you speak
All you dress up
All that you scheme...

I <3 U2

I really need to get more of their cds, espically with how much I've been listening to them lately....