Don't Tell Them To Grow Up And Out Of It

[desertions]

Feeling a bit better today
The carride home wasn't too bad
Watched some Chobits,
Finished The Trick Is To Breathing Very good book! Worth the fight to find it!
Talked to Meagen for a while, sounds like she's doing well in Ohio
And I got the three envolope Kairos letter thingie she made for me
God, that just made my day
Sometimes it's the little things that lift you, you know
Plus, I've made a list of things to look forward to, to look back on when I feel sad

• Kairos (I leave Tuesday!!!)
  
• Halloween (who's gonna trick or treat with me?!)
  
• Thanksgiving (MEAGEN!!!! Sorry, I miss my best friend ^^;;; )
  
• Christmas (Presents! I'm a greedy bastard, I know. And Meagen! Again!)
  
• Winter Formal (If I have a date that is....)
  
• The School Play (One can only hope it goes as well as our last one!)
  
• Prom!!! (again, a date would be good. Though there's always Lisa ^_~)
  
• Graduation! (YES!!!!!)
  
• Europe! (Meagen and me are so burning down every hotel we stay at there! And Lisa needs to join the madness!)
  

Not alot I realize, but still, even stupid stuff, like that, can help me see in perspective
And I need that now more then ever
Need to stop obbessing over every little thing
Things will work itself out

Anything Worth Fighting For Is As Tough As Nails

Change is hard, but I can deal
One way or another

I hope

Song of The Moment:

Changes by David Bowie

I still don't know what I was waiting for
And my time was running wild
A million dead-end streets
Every time I thought I'd got it made
It seemed the taste was not so sweet
So I turned myself to face me
But I've never caught a glimpse
Of how the others must see the faker
I'm much too fast to take that test

Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Don't want to be a richer man
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Just gonna have to be a different man
Time may change me
But I can't trace time

I watch the ripples change their size
But never leave the stream
Of warm impermanence and
So the days float through my eyes
But still the days seem the same
And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
Are immune to your consultations
They're quite aware of what they're going through

Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Don't tell them to grow up and out of it
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Where's your shame
You've left us up to our necks in it
Time may change me
But you can't trace time

Strange fascination, fascinating me
Changes are taking the pace I'm going through

Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Oh, look out you rock 'n rollers
Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes
(Turn and face the strain)
Ch-ch-Changes
Pretty soon you're gonna get a little older
Time may change me
But I can't trace time
I said that time may change me
But I can't trace time

Okay, back to my Religion paper now
Blerg....