No Fundamental Excse For The Granted I'm Taken For

[desertions]

What an exausting day
Still sick
Got my period, cramps and all
Saw my psychiatrist, convinced him to ween me off the Lithium. Finally.
And...
Drama.
Seriously, if you don't like what I say, say it to my face, confront it
Don't have someone else do it for you
That just makes things a million times more complecated then they truthfully need to be
But even if you do confront me, that doesn't mean I'll nessisarly appoligize for what was said
Because while the method may not of been the best choice, the words are still my truth
But it does mean I'll discuss it with you in a frank and honest way
But I cannot take care of you
I am not your mother
I am a friend, but I can only do so much
Even I have limits
You know you are, I know you know my contact numbers, lets not make this petty, okay?

In other news, might hang out with Kevin this weekend, as he has a new car
It'll be nice to see him
And no, for the record, I do not like him
He's more of a big brother figure of sorts
We'll probably play games on my laptop and see a movie or something

Also talked to Jasmine some more via email
It's kinda funny, ranting about a guy, to his sister
And having her be on your side
Poor girl though, her own breakup is taking a toll on her, it seems
As all do, to some extent
Still, I think breaking up with Garett was the best thing she could do

And as for me?
Well. I don't know.

Song of The Moment:

Wake Up By Alanis Morrisette

You like snow but only if it's warm
You like rain but only if it's dry
No sentimental value to the rose that fell on your floor
No fundamental excuse for the granted I'm taken for

'Cause it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you

You like pain but only if it doesn't hurt too much
And you sit...and you wait...to receive
There's an abvious attraction
To the path of least resistance in your life
There's an obvious aversion no amount of my insistance
Could make you try tonight

'Cause it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you
To you to you to you to you to you...
There's no love no money no thrill anymore

There's an apprehensive naked little trembling boy
With his head in his hands
There's an underestimated and impatient little girl
Raising her hand

But it's easy not to
So much easier not to
And what goes around never comes around to you
To you, to you

get up get up get up off of it
get up get up get up off of it
get out get outta here enough already
get up get up get up off of it
wake up

Nothing like a bad mood to make me get out the Jagged Little Pill Cd...
Man has Alanis seen me through some tough times...