Katiepants (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
desertions) wrote2004-11-10 01:11 am
desertions) wrote2004-11-10 01:11 am
How Does It Feel To Treat Me Like You Do?
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ANGER
Okay, trying to calm down, and write this post in a mature fashion
Hah, me, mature? That'll be the day!
Okay, so we all know how my uncle likes to fuck me over, right?
And how he decided he wouldn't be able to pay for all of college?
Well, he finally decided about how much he can pay
About 10,000 which isn't even half of what a private college costs
And what have they been pushing at me?
Private colleges!
FUCKING HYPORCRITES
So now I have to look into Cal States, which I haven't been so far and are kinda bigger then my taste, but eh, better then nothing
But the applications are due the 30th of this month!!!!
I swear, why couldn't he of told me this like four or five months ago
Or even at that college meeting two months ago
Why does he seem to live to screw me over
Seriously, if this is the first time something like this has happened, that would be one thing
But hell, this isn't even the first time this year something like this has happened
I just wish they would be honest with me for fuck's sake
Cause the fucking with Katie's emotions game is getting really tiresome
Really quick
There Is No Happy Place, Only Zuul!
Song of The Entry:
Blue Monday by New Order
How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel
Tell me now, How do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortune
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold
ANGER
Okay, trying to calm down, and write this post in a mature fashion
Hah, me, mature? That'll be the day!
Okay, so we all know how my uncle likes to fuck me over, right?
And how he decided he wouldn't be able to pay for all of college?
Well, he finally decided about how much he can pay
About 10,000 which isn't even half of what a private college costs
And what have they been pushing at me?
Private colleges!
FUCKING HYPORCRITES
So now I have to look into Cal States, which I haven't been so far and are kinda bigger then my taste, but eh, better then nothing
But the applications are due the 30th of this month!!!!
I swear, why couldn't he of told me this like four or five months ago
Or even at that college meeting two months ago
Why does he seem to live to screw me over
Seriously, if this is the first time something like this has happened, that would be one thing
But hell, this isn't even the first time this year something like this has happened
I just wish they would be honest with me for fuck's sake
Cause the fucking with Katie's emotions game is getting really tiresome
Really quick
There Is No Happy Place, Only Zuul!
Song of The Entry:
Blue Monday by New Order
How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel
Tell me now, How do I feel
Those who came before me
Lived through their vocations
From the past until completion
They'll turn away no more
And I still find it so hard
To say what I need to say
But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me
Just how I should feel today
I see a ship in the harbor
I can and shall obey
But if it wasn't for your misfortune
I'd be a heavenly person today
And I thought I was mistaken
And I thought I heard you speak
Tell me how do I feel
Tell me now, how should I feel
Now I stand here waiting...
I thought I told you to leave me
While I walked down to the beach
Tell me how does it feel
When your heart grows cold