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desertions) wrote2004-11-21 01:12 am
desertions) wrote2004-11-21 01:12 am
You Know I Wouldn't Have It Any Other Way
Today went pretty well
Got up, went to Taichi, ran some errands with my Grandma
Around 12:30ish we got to the Elves' Faire at Waldorf (one of the elementry schools I went to)
Walked around with my grandma for a while, trying to avoid buying expensive crap I don't need (Sure, I bought two cds earlier this week that I did not need. But that my friends is another story)
That being avoided, I ran into quite a few people there: Diana, Kristen, Elina, Caitlin, and Jason, along with Micheal's mom, Karen, and the principal, Grace
Heh, I was even harrassed into signing up for alumni newspaper stuff. And looked at old funky photos of me
But mostly I just hung out with Aleks, talking and stuff
Which was really nice
For some reason it felt more comfortable talking to him then it has with most of my friends lately
Dunno why, but it was nice
We talked about all sorts of stuff, some sorta serious, some sorta not
Hah, it was funny though, on our way home, I had this conversation:
Baba (my grandma): It seems to me you like this Aleks
Me: What makes you think that, just cause I spent almost the whole time there talking to him?
Baba: No, but when you talk to him you become completely oblivious to everything else around you
Me: Oh...that. Right
Ahehe. Anyways >>
Went to Uncle Matt's in the nightime to celebrate my cousin Alex's birthday
Went without any real disaster, thank the gods
It's funny how a good day can help shake some of the shadows, if even just a bit
New hope is lit, so to speak
Would say more, but a girl's gotta have some secrets, yes?
Yes, she does
It's funny though, how I can be so down one day and so up the next
My emotions are so unpreditiable
Ah well, makes things more interesting I guess
Song of The Entry:
Bitch by Meridith Brooks
I hate the world today
You're so good to me, I know
but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin'
I think it's cool you do whatcha do
and don't try to save me
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way
Got up, went to Taichi, ran some errands with my Grandma
Around 12:30ish we got to the Elves' Faire at Waldorf (one of the elementry schools I went to)
Walked around with my grandma for a while, trying to avoid buying expensive crap I don't need (Sure, I bought two cds earlier this week that I did not need. But that my friends is another story)
That being avoided, I ran into quite a few people there: Diana, Kristen, Elina, Caitlin, and Jason, along with Micheal's mom, Karen, and the principal, Grace
Heh, I was even harrassed into signing up for alumni newspaper stuff. And looked at old funky photos of me
But mostly I just hung out with Aleks, talking and stuff
Which was really nice
For some reason it felt more comfortable talking to him then it has with most of my friends lately
Dunno why, but it was nice
We talked about all sorts of stuff, some sorta serious, some sorta not
Hah, it was funny though, on our way home, I had this conversation:
Baba (my grandma): It seems to me you like this Aleks
Me: What makes you think that, just cause I spent almost the whole time there talking to him?
Baba: No, but when you talk to him you become completely oblivious to everything else around you
Me: Oh...that. Right
Ahehe. Anyways >>
Went to Uncle Matt's in the nightime to celebrate my cousin Alex's birthday
Went without any real disaster, thank the gods
It's funny how a good day can help shake some of the shadows, if even just a bit
New hope is lit, so to speak
Would say more, but a girl's gotta have some secrets, yes?
Yes, she does
It's funny though, how I can be so down one day and so up the next
My emotions are so unpreditiable
Ah well, makes things more interesting I guess
Song of The Entry:
Bitch by Meridith Brooks
I hate the world today
You're so good to me, I know
but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
all rolled into one
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
Just when you think you got me figured out
The season's already changin'
I think it's cool you do whatcha do
and don't try to save me
I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm you dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you're hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it ANY other way