Wasting My Time In The Waiting Line, Do You Believe In What You See?

[desertions]

Today went sorta better
Not a disaster anyways
Talked to Dr. Deocampo, have to revamp the persuasive paper
But oh well, better then just getting a bad score on it I guess
Mr. McGrath still sorta gave me a hard time in class, though not nearly as badly
I think I may of even passed my Religion test, but don't hold your breath on that one
Got kinda emotional in theraphy today, then again, after a week like this, is that a suprise?
Need to call my aunt and uncle tommorow about the LoTR party.
I hope I can go
Damn them and their paranoia of the penis
If I do go though, here's the conditions from my grandma:
I go from friday to saturday
On Sat, I have to go to the family winter solistace party, and then to her hospital party
On Sunday she'll drive me back over to the Tanners for the last day
Not ideal, but better then nothing
I just hope Aunt Wendy and Uncle Matt let me go
I dunno, I never know what to expect anymore
From them or anyone else
Everything keeps changing on me
It's hard to keep up
It pushes me down alot, but I'm trying to stay up
It's hard though, when you never know what to except
When everything changes constantly
And you don't know exactly who to trust anymore

Oh, in other news, Lisa is trying to get me a Winter Formal date
We're gonna try her friend Peter first, as I've met him a few times so at least it wouldn't be weird or something
It'd be nice to have a date for once, espically for senior year.
There are a couple of people I'd like to ask (my two crushes, hah, wouldn't you like to know who they are?) but, as they are both friends, I don't want to make things weird
I have too few friends as it is

Song of The Entry:

In The Waiting Line by Zero 7

Wait in line
'Till your time
Ticking clock
Everyone stop

Everyone's saying different things to me
Different things to me
Everyone's saying different things to me
Different things to me

Woooohh
Do you believe
In what you see
There doesn't seem to be anybody else who agrees with me

Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe in
What you see

Nine to five
Living lies
Everyday
Stealing time
Everyone's taking everything they can
Everything they can
Everyone's taking everything they can
Everything they can

Woooohh
Do you believe
In what you feel
It doesn't seem to be anybody else who agrees with me

Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe
In what you see

Ah and I'll shout and I'll scream
But I'd rather not have seen
And I'll hide away for another day

Do you believe
In what you see
Motionless wheel
Nothing is real
Wasting my time
In the waiting line
Do you believe
In what you see

Everyone's saying different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Different things to me
Everyone's taking everything they can
Everything they can

Heh, I know this entry made little sense, but that's how I feel
Besides, it was time for me to use another Garden State song anyways...