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desertions) wrote2005-01-31 12:22 am
desertions) wrote2005-01-31 12:22 am
Am I Safe Here....I Forget
Why can't my good moods ever just last?
I mean, I try to keep them up, but it fails
I should of just went and seen if I could of taken a walk with Phil
But no
I wanted to be responsible for once
So I stayed home and worked on my room for most of the day
Figures my aunt would find reason to yell at me
For not sepreating the cans from the trash at that
And then she actually threw the cans towards me
I swear, I can't take this anymore
I need out
My grandma says to ignore it
Like it's that easy?
Good thing my grandma is going to get my key made for me soon
As Yamelete (my aunt) likes to not open the door for me
I can't live in a house like this
I feel like it's some sort of warzone
If she's not fighting with me, she's fighting with uncle eric
And I'm still banned from the Tanners
So I don't even have a weekend over there are refuge
Bah
I try really hard not to numb things over
I try hard to keep my chin up
But it's hard
And sometimes it feels hopeless
And others it just feels unreal
And no one seems to take it seriously
Or care really
Bah, I really hate it her sometimes
Song of the Entry
Can't (Halloween Valentine) by Scarling
Halloween Valentine
Only take what was mine
Hitler heart cigarette
Am I safe here.... I forget
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Bloody nose on white dress
Vanilla girl is in distress
Sullen son humid sky
Feel so sick I don't why
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Far away
I escape
Hold me close
and I break
Let me break
Watch break
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Why can't you understand
I mean, I try to keep them up, but it fails
I should of just went and seen if I could of taken a walk with Phil
But no
I wanted to be responsible for once
So I stayed home and worked on my room for most of the day
Figures my aunt would find reason to yell at me
For not sepreating the cans from the trash at that
And then she actually threw the cans towards me
I swear, I can't take this anymore
I need out
My grandma says to ignore it
Like it's that easy?
Good thing my grandma is going to get my key made for me soon
As Yamelete (my aunt) likes to not open the door for me
I can't live in a house like this
I feel like it's some sort of warzone
If she's not fighting with me, she's fighting with uncle eric
And I'm still banned from the Tanners
So I don't even have a weekend over there are refuge
Bah
I try really hard not to numb things over
I try hard to keep my chin up
But it's hard
And sometimes it feels hopeless
And others it just feels unreal
And no one seems to take it seriously
Or care really
Bah, I really hate it her sometimes
Song of the Entry
Can't (Halloween Valentine) by Scarling
Halloween Valentine
Only take what was mine
Hitler heart cigarette
Am I safe here.... I forget
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Bloody nose on white dress
Vanilla girl is in distress
Sullen son humid sky
Feel so sick I don't why
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Far away
I escape
Hold me close
and I break
Let me break
Watch break
No, I'm not this crazy
And I can't have fun
Makes me feel like nothing
Am I just that dumb
No, you're not so crazy
Does this feel like fun
If you can't feel something then you're just that dumb
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Can't you understand me
Can't you understand
Why can't you understand