You make it through with another point of view again..

School was..blehy
It was okay
I dunno I was tired most of the day since I got about two hours of sleep last night
And I still had a sore throat and stuffy nose
Felt depressed
My mom went back into the hospital over the weekend
My grandma wants me to go to formal, even though I have no desire to
And my two year anniversy is coming up...
The annivesry of my suicide attempt that is
I don't remember the exact date but I know it was somewhere around this time
Wow...two years
In some ways, things have drasitcally changed
and then in others they are exactly the same..
I'm still depressed, I'm still fucked up, I still SI, even more then I did then..
I'm still not better
And I still don't know if I'm happy I survived or not
I mean, sometimes I am..
But so many other times I get so fed up, it would just be easier not to be here
I think I'll end this melodramatic post here and go to bed now..