When your new eyes meet mine they will see no lies, just love

I had an EEG this morning
Which is escentially a xray of my brain
we have to find out if I have a seizure disorder or not before trying certain medicine
In other news my friend Megan (an online friend, not to be confused with my irl friend Meagan)likes me
I'm not sure what to do
I mean she's really nice and everything
But I don't know if I'm ready for another relationship right now
espically not an online one
And I guess another part of it that makes me nervous is the fact that while I've been bicurious for a while I've never actually been in a relationship with a girl
I don't want to hurt her, that's the last thing I want, but the problem is, I have no idea what I want either