So lonely inside, so busy out there...

Ugh.
Been sick the past few days
Lots of barfing, sleeping, and achyness involved
Also alot of thinking
Just about stuff
Mostly my friends and situations that are going on right now
Like how to approach my grandma and other guardians about the whole Mitchell situation. I don't think they would mind me dating...but a 19 year old might be another matter. But maybe I can convince them it would be good for me. Or something. Maybe if they met him and got to know him better.
I was also thinking of prom
I got my dress a while ago but I have no idea who I'll take
Though, I suppose if this whole thing works out I won't have to worry about that..
I've also been thinking about Stephanie's situation..
I hope she doesn't get put into foster care again...
I haven't known her long but I really feel close to her...
Besides, she's had things hard enough..

Ugh...
I still feel sick and I'm being forced back into school tommorow
bleh
Okay...ending pointless post...
Now

This messege will self destruct in 5...4...3...2..screw it