What Else Should I Be, All Apologies?

I could go into the fight with my family yesterday
How my aunt was out of line
But I really don't want to
Let's just say there was alot of crying and screaming
And possibly things were thrown
School was marginally better
At least there things aren't being thrown
Sure, people are treating me like an idiot for switching out of honors
But whatver
Sure, I failed my religion final
But that was to be expected
When I got home today my aunt ignored me pounding on the door
She refused to let me in
Finally Marla came out and let me in
And people wonder why I want out of this house?
It's fucking insane
And school is barely more tolerable
I need out
I need to just get out and run and not come back
But I wouldn't know where to go
I barely care anymore
I just want out
I'm tired of feeling sorry all the time
I'm tired of feeling like shit all the time
And mostly, I'm tired of being treated like shit all the time
But I guess this is just how life works

It's fucked up but ulitmately, more or less true

Song of the Entry:

All Apologies by Nirvana

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies

In the sun
In the sun I feed as one
In the sun
In the sun
I'm married
buried

I wish I was like you
Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqur scafoam shame
Sunburn with freezeburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
All in all we all are

Funny But Wrong In So Many Ways

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