I'd Love To Be The One To Dissapoint You When I Don't Fall Down

I love how she finds ways to ruin my good moods
She is such a bitch
Like it's a big deal if I try on those dresses I don't even like today or tommorow?
Like that's something worth threatening not to take me to Rasputina over
And like threatening makes me want to do it?
Guilt tripping doesn't help either
I hate how you can go on and on about how badly I treat you, but you refuse to see how horrible you can be to me
Fucking hypocrite
Great, now I'm crying
And to think, about an hour ago I was estatic
Great
Just fucking great
I am so tired of being threatened every time I don't do exactly as told
I swear, I don't know anyone like her
So manipulative and self centered
And filled with such bullshit
I wish I could ignore it
I need to learn to
Because she is never going to care the way I want her to
And I'm so sick of always feeling like a dissapointment
I am so much better then this

Song of the Entry:

Rearranged by Limp Bizkit

Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distance from all around me
Who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go
You and me we're through
And rearranged

It seems that you're not satisfied
There's too much on your mind
So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down

But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go
You and me we're through
And rearranged

You're no good
For me
Thank God its over

You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
Dyin' on me!

You think everybody's the same
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over and I won't)
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
Be the same

Just think about it
You'll get it