I Want To Be So Much More Than This....

God, can't I even do the simplest things right?
Must I screw everything up?
Sometimes I just want to stab myself and save the world the trouble
Seriously, if I have all this potential, why do I always fall short?
I'm just tired of being a failure
And please, don't try to convince me that I'm wrong
Because I could be better than I am, alot better
But somehow I just always screw up
/self-pity

I need you to show me the way from crazy
I want to be so much more than this