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So...I got my mom's coat back from the cleaners today
On the plus side, it no longer smells like ciggarettes
The minus side? It no longer smells like her
This coat was the only peice of clothing of hers I got to keep
And I have a feeling I'm going to be wearing it constantly
Despite the fact that it's fucking huge on me

( If Only I Could See, In My Nothing, You Meant Everything, Everything To Me )

I miss her so bad...this hurts so much....I just want some connection to her...