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Mar. 26th, 2007
Everytime I Rise I See You Falling
Mar. 26th, 2007 01:54 amI'm a worrier, I'll be the first to admit it.
It frustates me though when people tell me I worry too much, as if I'm unaware.
I am very aware, thank you.
I grew up with a mother who's problems escalated on a daily/weekly/monthly/hourly basis
Things that started out small? Normal problems? Big deals in my family.
I never knew what was going to happen next.
And this stems heavily not only from my relationship with my mother, but my relationship with Sheena as well.
So it's hard when people tell me not to worry, as if it was this simple thing.
Because for me, worry has been a constant companion for pratically my whole life.
I mean, I worry about not being worried.
How messed up is that?
Ugh. There was a class added tommorow. DO NOT WANT.
Might skip. Didn't finish the reading. Can't sleep.
It frustates me though when people tell me I worry too much, as if I'm unaware.
I am very aware, thank you.
I grew up with a mother who's problems escalated on a daily/weekly/monthly/hourly basis
Things that started out small? Normal problems? Big deals in my family.
I never knew what was going to happen next.
And this stems heavily not only from my relationship with my mother, but my relationship with Sheena as well.
So it's hard when people tell me not to worry, as if it was this simple thing.
Because for me, worry has been a constant companion for pratically my whole life.
I mean, I worry about not being worried.
How messed up is that?
Ugh. There was a class added tommorow. DO NOT WANT.
Might skip. Didn't finish the reading. Can't sleep.
