You Can Tell Me How Vile I Already Know That I Am

Fighting with my grandma almost constantly since I've gotten back to America= not fun. I feel like I've fucked up again. Somehow. I hate how worthless she can make me feel because I know I'm not worthless.

Not sleeping again. Which is always fun. Especially without my laptop there to distract me. I hope I fall asleep before sunrise tonight. And that the constant nausea goes the fuck away.

Bought Father's Day gifts for my uncles today. FUN. butnotrly.

....I really hate June.