When Your Mind's Made Up There's No Point Even Trying

...I wish people would tell me things.

A Small RP Rant. Skip Over, If You Feel So Inclined

Lately, I can't help but feel like most people in the rp just don't want to rp with me much. I know it€ sounds silly, but for maybe two weeks or so I've only been rping with the same like three people. And of those three, only one really asks me for scenes. There's an occasional fourth, but I got tired of asking them when they always seemed so busy. I don't want to bother people.

It's frustrating though. I feel like if I didn't branch out and ask for scenes, I would never get them, even for my characters who are close friends with other ones, or ones that are romantically involved. It's just...I don't know. I can't help but feel a little unwanted, which is silly, I know. But emotions are nothing, if not silly. Like our characters will make plans together, somewhat important or fun ones, and they won't even ask me to rp them out, even if they rp their character being excited about them. It's just a little frustrating.

I see other people asking each other for scenes and being all excited, and I guess I can't help but feel a little jealous for that. Maybe I'm not as good as I used to be. Maybe I never was. I don't know.