...I move out in less than a month. I really do kind of wonder how she's going to seriously function without me around. It's a little worrisome, or more than a little, but what can I do? I have to take care of me.
Excited and scared and a million other things. I need to get boxes and start packing, deciding what to take with me, and what not to. Sometimes, it still feels surreal that it's going to actually happen. I guess part of me is surprised something hasn't messed it all up by now. Well, it almost did...but things worked out. They seem to be doing alot of that lately. It's a nice change.
I find myself feeling very reflective lately, and not in a bad way...just thinking back on things. What's come to past and what lies ahead. And what I have now. And it surprises me sometimes...just how lucky I really am, and how little I realize that sometimes.
Excited and scared and a million other things. I need to get boxes and start packing, deciding what to take with me, and what not to. Sometimes, it still feels surreal that it's going to actually happen. I guess part of me is surprised something hasn't messed it all up by now. Well, it almost did...but things worked out. They seem to be doing alot of that lately. It's a nice change.
I find myself feeling very reflective lately, and not in a bad way...just thinking back on things. What's come to past and what lies ahead. And what I have now. And it surprises me sometimes...just how lucky I really am, and how little I realize that sometimes.