But You Have The Needle So I Guess That's The Point Of It All

There seemed to be a moment of clarity about things tonight. Not sure if it's good or bad.

I'm really digging Amanda Palmer's solo cd.

I napped too much earlier. Not tired now. Orz.

Gonna try to go to the mall after class today. Really need to pick out a Halloween costume. Kanada's party is this Saturday. I think.

I haven't felt this peaceful in weeks. It's nice, even if it's momentary.

So Sing Me Something Soft, Sad And Delicate

I was talking to my grandma this morning about seeing the new therapist and she asked me if they specialized in trauma.

Huh.

I didn't think to ask cause I've never really seen myself as particularly traumatized.

In other news? Couldn't sleep at all last night but as soon as I'm in class? Struggling to stay awake, of course. Oh well, I survived and learned what I needed to know for when we start building the models next week, so I suppose that's what matters.

I was going to try to go to the mall today but I think I'll do it tomorrow. All I want to do now is curl up in bed. The psychiatrist gave me Lunesta for my sleep, but like a million things I've tried before, it's not doing jack shit.

And lovely, we got an email warning about the incident with the fire alarm. Even though it's not our fault that matienence hasn't come in to fix our kitchen stove/fan yet.

....My bad hand is puffy and swollen, and I'm not sure why. Hmm. Kind of hurts. Maybe I'll try putting on the brace or something before the nap.

Kind of in a general fwfewEE D:< mood, but I think sleep will help with that. We'll see.