Every Day Is Exactly The Same....

[desertions]

Sorry there haven't been any real posts lately
To be honest, I just haven't been in much an LJ mood
Shocked?
I know I am
Not much has been happening
I've been sleeping alot
Started a community college class
Got my Lestat costume
Angsted
Obbessed over Alec/Celeb RP-ness
It seems like I've almost gotten into a static routine
It's kind of boring
And it's gotten me into a funk
I'm not depressed, but I'm not happy either
I don't know how to exactly explain it
I'm tired of arguing with my grandma and family
It seems like everything leads to argument
I can barely keep my senses with me during these fights
I just want an escape from all this
All this monotone, all this just...bleh
Which is why it's good AX is coming in about five days
Too bad my room plans got all askwed
Luckily, they've been sorted out
My grandma is helping me with the cost of my room by staying with me until Sunday
On Sunday, my Meggie is coming, and all will be well
Going to try to go to the Tanners on Thrusday night for convience matters
As I don't know how I would get to Anaheim on Friday morning
And here are my costume plans:
Friday: My white medevil dress, just because it's pretty, and I need an excuse to wear it
Saturday: See above, but with my purple and silver one
Sunday: Lestat
Monday: Lestat

Oh, and Emily, are we still on for Wendsday?

Enough for now, nothing to say, really

Song of the Entry:

Everyday is Exactly The Same by Nine Inch Nails


I believe I can see the future
Cause I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
Then again
That might have been a dream

I think I used to have a voice
Now I never make a sound
And I just do what I'm told
I really don't want
Them to come around

Oh no

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no Love here
And there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I can feel their eyes are watching
Incase I lose myself again
Sometimes I think i'm happy here
Sometimes
Yet I still pretend

I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you
Exactly
How it will end

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no Love here
And there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hopeing someday I might find
Well I'll hide it behind something
They wont look behind

I am still inside
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could've been any other way
But I just don't know
I don't know
What else I can do

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no Love here
And there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same

Every day is exactly the same
Every day is exactly the same
There is no Love here
And there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same